fuckyeahaapi:

And makes no attempt to learn how it’s pronounced

its so amazing to me how everyday is special :) i give you my heart and soul and you do the same. you are my angel sent from above. nothing can ever make me forget the day that we met. something told me that you were the one. despite everything that we have pulled through you still bring a smile to my face and laughter to my soul. I never knew love until I met you. I know we will be together beyond when the world stops spinning because it’s love like ours that keeps it in rotation. oun srolang bong.

thats how i feel today. 

i need to keep reminding myself that life is not a competition. BUT ITS SO HARD :( i hate being last at everything. why am i so behind… seriously. why am i like this? why do i have to be the best and first at everything. doing the right thing and waiting for everything is what i know im supposed to be doing but why doesnt everyone else have to do that too!! my parents talk about how im supposed to do everything in order. BUT FUCK ORDER. and oh yeah. college, why do you have to suck the fun out of everything? why are you the only thing between me and LIFE? gosh. okay i think i got it all out. COLLEGE FINISH faster please im begging you. 

okay thanks bye :)